All this time

The future doesn't exist.
Nothing more than a complex system of thoughts. Who wants to think about something so silly?  I am.


I've been thinking of separation and I dont think its the right way to go, gotta keep it P & P... The notion of self improvement, the stories, rituals and tribe mind...whatever


Talk about love, talk about love, talk about love. My buddy Ash posted on the inter-webs wisdom from Mooji about that earlier. "Who wants to read yesterday's news?'


Keeping my mind in the divine, keeping my heart in truth, understanding the story.
I surrender.

For an illusion

The liberation from Samsara - suffering, has its tools...

Prayer, Yoga, Mantras, Meditation (never seen Alan Watts talk before!), Self Inquiry, athletic disciplines, coursework, religious studies and others I've missed.

Commit to seeing.
Commit to truth.

To be no longer committed to the story in ones day or life
I was talking to my friend Alberta about this feeling yesterday and the stone Buddha came to mind :-)  To know conditioning is itself illusory and it must be navigated through is a trip

Total trip.

Though any Guru would say it only 'must be navigated though' because one believes that to be true

Even as Krishna or Christ would say - become devoted to me to attain salvation
Maybe thats the short cut

Love!

Plugging In

Conditioning.

It seems like catching moments of lucidity comes through breaks in the nature of being thoughts vs observing them, blustering out thoughts. Almost like trying capture a transmission from the divine frequency (I really dont want to say: "forgetting that your the tower" but I do cause Im laughing as Im typing this.) Words seldom communicate like most symbols, I think this blog is really just getting what I scribble in my book

Had this thought earlier amidst other scribblings

The fear of abandoning ego is so strong there is need for serious inquiry.
The fear of abandoning ego is so strong there is need for serious inquiry.

The obstinance to refuse acceptance

What if I do not understand anything I see? To undo conditioning of an 'old paradigm' based in fear and lacking and lack of compassion and tolerance.
My perception is flawed because it draws upon no information to evaluate and gives value to our entire understanding of the world or others in it, god, self or what the "truth" is : The truth of the liberation from suffering


thought patterns
personal beliefs
memories
life experience                                              PERCEPTION GIVES VALUE TO ALL I SEE
social norms
trinkets
religions
relationships

If conditioning need be removed to achieve this space of seeing-like walking around using a map to find your own location- how best to remove conditioning?

Disciplines that connect to divine energies, higher vibration.


Smiling, gratitude, compassion and acceptance

Prayer
Yoga
Meditation                                              TO BE A SPIRITUAL PERSON OR THE SPIRIT ITSELF
Running
Mantras
ACIM


The fear of abandoning ego is so strong there is need for serious inquiry.
The fear of abandoning ego is so strong there is need for serious inquiry.
reminder

 I quit smoking and I'm so grateful!! Your smile is your flag ;-D

Namaste

Do I believe in (how I understood) god?

found myself thinking about god today...

i'm confused,
as to how the word - a symbol made of symbols can cause such a ruckus.

im confused as to where spirituality and religion took sides and god got stuck with the church
im confused,
as to how you believe that
misunderstanding
i'm confused how yoga and god are not one in the same

a westerners perspective, simply - too much bill maher
"who's the fool?" i ask the liberal.
"they have their anger they call faith, and fear they call gods word"
does 'the universe' better suit?
"you've let them steal your connection to the divine"
should I call 'him' Ahura Mazda? the higher self?
"you let them steal the 2000 elections and your lord....that sucks"
how does Krishna feel about that yoga?

i'm confused,
until i turn my all over to the divine
i tell god
self
the all that is
that i surrender all confusion
all illusion of fear and attachments to such symbols

i will be quiet
like a child
until i am confused no longer
until i see through the eyes of Christ
the one true god
...and Allah of course...

surrender sarcasm (sorry) for it is frivolous speech
rejoice, praise the lord and hallelujah!

there they go again...more symbols made of symbols causing a ruckus.

maybe heaven is here all around us.
maybe god is in everything, the same reason it is all so perfect
maybe the divine is too big for these tiny tiny symbols
maybe everything that is fear is not god...