ive decided to no longer provide edicts or guidelines -- lessons or advice --i am not qualified
ive decided to devote my attention to god, to praise and worship and surrender to the will of the divine
ive also decided to take a stance of opposition on the commercial sex industry
what i learned this past week:
a lesson on transferring powerpoint presentations with video via USB
dancing is for now not for later
to take it easy, i am here -- the urge to 'improve' was so strong -- the urge to attach. its all here.
it is disingenuous to feign (anything) -- self deprecation -- for (guilt) -- or fear of confidence being confused for arrogance and neuroses -- for fear of self
what i want and what i dont want
what i was calling into my own understanding -- fanciful stories of what has been happening around
me, revealed to be illusory as are they all
it is impossible to act in a way that 'best reflects character' -- when it is impossible
i should leave my cell phones in the car
i dont need more than one cell phone
im going to burning man
to not speak of myself -- such a strange habit, telling people about what your doing or what your thinking -- a frivolous use of words
what it means to litter words -- what it means to not keep thought in god -- what it means to habitually conform to each interaction
light is needed to maintain the balance -- higher vibrations -- forgiveness and gratitude and service and faith
i talk about a course in miracles like other people talk about juicing
im going to start juicing --
facebook hypnotized me -- im going to stay away from it -- eulogize yourself -- lol
every once in a while a purge is needed
