Wednesday, May 30, 2018


Is a good mantra. I remember the song from POD. 
I remember being motivated to succeed in the workplace.
I remember being motivated to sculpt my flesh to the form I desired. 
I remember when people thought the world of me.
I remember when I thought the world of others.

I remember being a heretic and SJW.
I remember being a stark raving lunatic.
I remember when cops were afraid of confronting me. 
I remember how much Metal made me feel like I had a confidant. 
I remember drinking and cutting and drinking again.

I remember all the times when I tried to be a better person.
Like today. 
Today I'm trying my darnedest to be a better person.
A better servant.