Sunday, June 10, 2018

The King Pounding on My Chest

Pie had many successes and alot of insight this past week. Things from the map and retardation. From the pairing of disciplines. Beans with a straight back and breathing. Trellis posts with care, like toothpicks. Safety.
Discipline, or a lack thereof. Silly mistakes and persona.
It doesn't favor to shrink. Nothing favors. Its funny a Pie could have forgotten such a thing.

This doesn't favor either. Progress not process.
Babylon is a liar, here only to whisper fear and destroy.

I'm not waiting another day. This is the day all that experience kicks in. I am more than capable of achieving...?

Whats there to achieve?

Universal things. Family, Home, Labor, Temple & Fun I guess

Whats the mission statement?
The Love Agenda.

Objective: Love.

Strategy: Prayer & Discipline

i forgot that one time i just decided to change. i saw a chance and i took it. i wasn't forced into anything - just didn't last. I broke - didn't maintain contact. now Pies behind. could have been caught up. talk too dern much is all. People always been telling Pie have the gift of gab...not yet it seems.

Universal things. Family, Home, Labor, Temple & Fun I guess

Whats the mission statement?
The Love Agenda.

Objective: Love.

Strategy: Prayer & Discipline

Not so bad for a first week,  first break in schedule came into doing farm. And despite the twisted knee and map embarrassment, only semi-competent says conditioning...coming back strong, great recovery with no fear and alot of scripture
Alot of reminders but less execution. Challenging for a 5am wake up, seeing where it goes from there. Challenging to catch up on Core days 3-5 today. Nothing fancy required. No deviations challenge.

This Afternoons Challenges:

Start at 3
Clean Yurt
Move Palm (special pie)
Start Stew
Put Dishes Away
Shovel Chips
Exercise 3-5
System until Bedtime

Goals - Week To Fail Pushups x 3 Daily, To Fail Leg Raises x3 Daily (WWOOF Peru & Chase Mom lol) Notes: No times - Only Goals Per Week, Fasting (eat hours 2-10pm) Meditation - Guided Daily
Mindfulness, Fitness Hours 6 per week to start, Shutting down laptop till weekend. 3 phrases weekly, written - everything Spanish - 14 hours per week to start. Prayer Goals / Scripture Goals Proverbs

Legs stronger - I think I had that dream. where you keep screwing up a job and the boss keeps coming back, very Seinfeld involving Kramer or George episode - to find Pie bumbling like:
"Sorry boss I wasnt able to hang the sign like you said - I just got back from overseas where I was auditioning for the role of King Kong in this King Kong remake."

Boss is all like:
"aw, all right. I guess its not a problem. I like you and your a great employee here. Do you think you could return these post-its to Sam in Scribbling?"

"no problem boss! :-) im on that right now.

A week later you come back covered in vegan chicken feathers, foot on fire, right in the middle of the press conference about the wage and benefits expansion for workers.
Head hanging low in the back like: "Sorry boss, I just figured you guys would have extra water. cause you know these events - they always got extra bottles. and yall know me, i know i could get in and then i wouldn't be as late(r) for work...kill a few lates with one stone kinda thing.